i am very lonely. i have been sitting around, talking to myself all day, but that has not been cutting it.

i am nervous and anxious and wanting to meet new people, but at the same time i just want to go into hiding. awkward silences, sitting alone, ah, i don't know if i can take it now.

i am very confused and very tired and i keep thinking that someone is trying to break into my house and kill me....

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